In an attempt to curb this new heart ache, I sought out the old photo albums. We haven't had many pictures taken together, but I thought they might suffice for the time being.
The ache subsided.
Mom doesn't want me displaying your photo by my bedside. I know she loves you but she's still in the closet, so I don't contradict her. The photo albums have to go back into the cupboard.
It's your birthday tomorrow. Dinner reservations have been made, our guest has been invited; but we are not speaking to each other. Once more, we find ourselves in the familiar position we were in last September.
Should I send you a birthday sms tonight at midnight as is our tradition? Or should I just strike off the dinner appointment tomorrow?
Do I need to start rezipping my life all over again?
Perhaps it's best not to ask, not to tell.
Ang-Moh - Caucasian
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Bee Hoon - a fine rice noodle
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CNA - Channel News Asia [website]
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HDB - Housing Development Board [website]
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Karang Guni Man - rubbish collector
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Kopi-Si-Kosong - coffee with evaporated milk and no sugar
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Laksa - noodles served in a spicy gravy made with coconut milk
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Mee Kia - a thin noodle
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Nasi Lemak - coconut rice served with sides like fish and chicken
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PE - classes in school relating to Physical Education
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PUB - Public Utilities Board [website]
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Sai-Pia - dried persimmon
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Teh-Si - tea with evaporated milk
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Teochew - a southern Chinese dialect
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Tur Kwa - pork liver
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UOB - United Overseas Bank [website]
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