21 December 2005

Photos

In an attempt to curb this new heart ache, I sought out the old photo albums. We haven't had many pictures taken together, but I thought they might suffice for the time being.

The ache subsided.

Mom doesn't want me displaying your photo by my bedside. I know she loves you but she's still in the closet, so I don't contradict her. The photo albums have to go back into the cupboard.

This blog is a diary originally published on Fridae, the gay asian portal. It started out as little rants about my relationship. However when some Fridae members wrote expressing sympathy towards my seemingly disastrous relationship, I realised that I had been writing only at the times when my relationship was at low points. In an attempt to record a fuller picture of my relationship, I have been recording other emotions (apart from frustrations) we have encountered.