25 June 2005

Your Birthday

It's your birthday tomorrow. Dinner reservations have been made, our guest has been invited; but we are not speaking to each other. Once more, we find ourselves in the familiar position we were in last September.

Should I send you a birthday sms tonight at midnight as is our tradition? Or should I just strike off the dinner appointment tomorrow?

Do I need to start rezipping my life all over again?

Perhaps it's best not to ask, not to tell.

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This blog is a diary originally published on Fridae, the gay asian portal. It started out as little rants about my relationship. However when some Fridae members wrote expressing sympathy towards my seemingly disastrous relationship, I realised that I had been writing only at the times when my relationship was at low points. In an attempt to record a fuller picture of my relationship, I have been recording other emotions (apart from frustrations) we have encountered.